Story of Simmy and Me....

Both of them from Rankstudio. Andrew been on RS for quite sometime and as for Simmy... she can be consider quite new... At 1st Simmy impression for me is like a guy. Cos she talk like a guy and also about her gf Kimmy. After sometime, I finally comfirmed her identity as a girl. I really liked her style, her independence cos she dun look like a girl who just past underage... there are few points which i dislike her duh.. well she is quite a hard drinker... anyway my feelings towards her build up when at that time "Ailing" case happened. we chatted via Yahoo messenger n soon to webcam. Think lots of u guyz saw it. Come to think of it, she look lovely when she smile & when i flirted with her...

There are few other RS people know about my crush for Simmy... Rips,
Douglas, Thule & Prettycuter... They used to tease me cos got a girl
in her heart named Kimmy.. And at one point she put on what turn her
on n off... so... lots of negative points which i feel i will never
get this girl. I calleed her sometimes when im going back home... but after she find her bf named Jhun... I stopped calling her.. i just sometime leave a few msg on her blog... nothing more until d second gathering... Let see now... For the 1st gathering, i was preparing it for Simmy actually... but turn out that she ffk me... 2nd gathering no news but heard from Kenny & Aeron tat she is not well... so i dropped a msg to her... then at 3am she replied my sms... we chat, flirt until almost five... then we go on for few days none stop...

Then one day, she sound sick... didnt hav anythin to eat for the whole day... so i bought her butter bread n drive down and asked me to guide me in... we chatted for a few hours then leave.. we continue to sms n sometime flirt to each other... Until one day... Aeron really like hard selling me to her via sms... at tat point, i told her that i like her since long long time ago... n to my surprise she liked me too...

Anyway the rest happened so fast... i saved her life once, touched her heart, and others... we both like really click n move too smoothly n not to forget FAST... Its like jumping into roller coaster without having time to buckle up your seatbelts... we both fall deeply in love too fast until it is hard for me to just be friends... so... I think 2 to 3 months for me to prove my love to her is not much to ask... I really dun know why i love her tat much tat it is hard for me to let her go... as for Simmy, she told me tat she dun want to get involve in relationship bcos scared of getting hurt again... but somehow or another she already also seated inside the roller coaster ride.. some ppl told me that 2 to 3 months period of cooling off is a joke... i dun think so... since me n Sim started a bit or slightly fast... n she got lots of things to do like her medication, correct back her lifestle n others... I will
wait for her cos i love her... Due to my track record... my relationship with my last time ex is very short... so... many friends also doubted my love towards Simmy...

Anyway... being in love with someone is not that easy... when the opportunity comes we must grab it... i had grab it but we still need to undergo a huge exam... 2 to 3 months cooling period to test whether this is love or lust for me... seems like the problem goes back to me... WTF is lust??? hahaha... I remembered KeiKei talked about love... n so do i... lust??? is lust = sex??? hahahha... 2 months time we will be having Hari Raya, 3 months... new year... 4 months... CNY... talk about CNY... God... I cannot celebrate birthday with Simmy cos i will be back at hometown at that time... Sim said I planned too fast for our future... n asked me to 1st survive this 2-3 months period first...

Hmm... Wat should i give her to remmeber me of??? condom??? techno song??? Ring??? photo??? my photo all very old... shit headache now... n somemore next week i will not be able to see her... how much i will miss her n loved her now... she asked me to trust her... I do trust her although everytime I trusted my ex.. i end up getting cheated by my ex... I do seriously believe tat Sim will not do this to me... Love you Simmy.. Trully Madly deeply...

Love you always & forever...
Andrew

Nothing Much

hi there ppl... it will not be posting stuff at Zorpia... so i just post it ere... things were difficult for me on d other day... somebody hurt my feelings a bit by saying emotional stuff like "Im busy" & "None of your business" well... cool... i can be real cool with statement like tat... but luckily she say sorry back to me last nite...
okie... finally v got something in common in which we both loved to talk... i didnt know i am tat talkative... strange.. but really i am very talkative... hahaha anyway... i will not be going to her house tat often now... why? cos i think her eyes is like Panda bear already... very dark... cos everytime i was there after work around eleven.. we will talk n kiss until after one... sometimes even until three... both cannot sleep... after that.. she also find it hard to sleep... as for me... i can wake up almost too easily... so... think maybe i will not go to see her tat much n had her rest once n a while... damn... sure miss her...
okie... my working hour will be ten to ten almost everyday.. off day will be on weekdays... so to spend time with my dear will be quite a difficult task... although she said it is okie... but i know in long term it will not be okie... i will try to bring out more time for her.. this i promised... anyway.. tats all for now... ciao... oh yeah... got back from servicing her car...

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There are 12 months a year...30 days a month...7 days a week...24 hours a day...60 minutes an hour...but only one like you in a lifetime. What is love? Those who don't like it call it responsibility. Those who play with it call it a game. Those who don't have it call it a dream. Those who understand it call it destiny. And me, I call it you. Ah-- I forgot your name. Can I call you mine? And, in case you forget my name too, call me yours! It's hard to say hello because it might be goodbye. It's hard to say I'm okay because sometimes I'm not. But it's easy to say I miss you coz I know that I really do. If I could be any letter in the alphabet, I'd choose "V" so I can be next to "U"; if you could be any note, I wish you're "RE" so your always beside "ME"!

Love vs Fishing

love is like fishing... u never know when love will strike... love can nibble on your bait but u just dun know when it will get caught... but when love strike... u still need to work hard to bring love to surface... okie... when surface... u still dun know whether this love is suit to your expectation... i dun know whether this love is true or not... or it just a nibble on the baits... somemore... i dun know can match to her expectation or not... dude what d fack am i talkin about??? just dun know wat i feel now... just want to express it out ere... fack...